I was here 10, well? Eleven years ago. I did some things right and some things wrong and I lived through it. I pissed off some people here because I didn’t do some of the things they said to do. I did the best I could and I got through it.
Like other newbies, I think I was insane for awhile. I had obsessive thoughts, self doubts, couldn’t sleep, couldn’t eat. (the SI diet is real) I tried to figure everything out. I tried to save my M, I gave up on my M, I learned to trust my gut. I looked for ways to LIVE. I forgave her. (Not saying it’s required). I participated in some BAN support group meetings. And it took some time.
But I got through it.
And so will you. If you want to.
I know of that dark pit where you can’t believe you’re spinning around in. I know your whole world is maybe spinning in the wrong direction. And you have to function normally in your roles. And you wonder if the sun is going to rise tomorrow (and you kind of hope it doesn’t).
But it does.
And you will too. If you want to.
And there’s a guy in Minnesota who is cheering for you.
Me: BS Upper 40's
Her: XWW younger 30's
Married Sept. 2010
DDay Thanksgiving 2015
Dday2- Jan28ish, 2016 -new affair
One child (Big Mister) born in 2012
Divorced Sept. 2, 2016
